Dear Rona Joanne,
Here is your single's love horoscope for Thursday, May 1:
Constant misunderstandings can ruin any budding romance.
When chatting with your current flame, make sure all lines of communication are crystal clear.
Leave no room for interpretation on the big deal issues.
Three birthday entries, still havent published. Now i have two more birthday friends i sort of forgot to greet. Fine, not sort of, i totally forgot cuz i am so effing busy with both work and nonsense things.
terrible.
belated happy birthday to anthony zapanta and kathy galicia. Old news but AIIYEEEE!!! Hahahaha!
so im at work now eating staff lunch while carolines rolling her joints (of cigarettes!) its so fun to watch the old lady doing her primitive way of making cigarettes while im multi tasking, eating and blogging on my phone. I seriously do not have time. Its pathetic.
i still owe my two brians and claire their birthday entries. I have them in draft but i never get to finish because i am lousy.
the lucky bastard slash favorite mistake slash all time lover in the name of boom is here, for good.
ok, i got to go finish my lunch now. Bye love! =)
see, this is why i like taking blogthings.com quizzes. i know the 'results' are completely wrong, i still like to delude myself. haha!
You are a Great Girlfriend |
You're the perfect blend of independent and caring. You're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too! |
shit i have soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much to say!
hahaha! where do i start?
let's start off with my hair, my ugly hair. remember few months back i thought the gods of hair were punishing me since my hair was falling off so bad? well, i must've done good things cuz my hair is growing back. in short, i have baby hair all over. 
check out my baby hair! (and my eyebags!)
a few hours later.....
shit. i have been saving this to draft for the longest time and i couldn't even bring myself to write the next paragraph because i'm too busy cuddling with oue oue is too busy cuddling with me while im doing an extensive research for my birthday trip! this is just so sad. i have one thousand and one beautiful things to share but i just don't have the time. i am so poor with time management. i have no self-discipline. i am such a disgrace to the blog society. hahahah! as if!
anyway, its almost 4am and i am this close to talking shit about someone i have been hating these days.
i got to say this. SOME, of not all, citizens of this place are ill-mannered, or should i just say they don't have manners at all. bow.
so, tomorrow is earth day. i just put up some ads in the shop about the earth day and how we save the planet in our own little ways.
so flower power sunday brunch was a blast! everyone wore floral, and my boss, she looked so lovely with her haltered a-lined floral dress! oue, yet and krysse came down for desert but oue as usual had his oomph fix of medium spicy tom yum soup. mimi, her sister, brother-in-law and a friend came down for dinner too. we had two groups of 15, both birthday parties and we had a blast dancing around the shop!!!!
with yet, mimi and krissy
with oue this time
frustrated hawaiian citizen/local. hahaha! 
my favorite corner (i was already warned not too hang out too much on this beautiful couch!)
ps.
i notice i like talking nonsense. haha!
goodnight love! *cuddle*
five things i did on my off day:
1. brought alexia to the zoo. i wanted to take her to the underwater world in sentosa but we changed plans. i've been wanting to go back and i decided to bring alexia with me. she has her own nanny so i don't think babysitting is the best term for our day together. our zoo day was by far my longest span of time to hang out with a kid! i was scared and excited. scared because i might lose patience over the kid and excited because i've always been wanting to have a little sister. but alexia was amazing (she always is, actually) and didn't give me a headache. i had so much fun hanging out with her and i swear she is the most intelligent mature 7-year old i know (she's thinks rationally than me!! i am such a pity!)
2. after the zoo, i went to meet up with oue and thea and her boyfriend to view a flat. we are moving out by end of april and we don't have anything we can call 'home' yet. and if we still don't by may 1st, you'd probably see me sleeping in the streets of singapore. so yeah, we went to this 3-bedroom flat within the city and seriously, it was decaying. we have a very small house in cdo but i can say our house is so much better! this house hunting is sooo effing stressful, i'm just so glad thea is exerting so much effort to find one. my sked is just too crazy for me to spend time talking to agents!
3. i had a nice thai dinner with oue. today i've been craving to eat phad thai. i went to the shop at around 1pm to give the british association of singapore our gift certificate and i wanted to eat something. but i think we had late crowd today, at 1:30pm our shop was packed with people having lunch so didn't bother eating phad thai anyway. had dinner at thai express (She will kill me if she finds out i ate there!) and i had a very fat beef phad thai and spicy tom yum talay! yum yum!!! the monster in the name of oue dared me to eat one tablespoon of chili flakes just so he'd accompany me for coffee at clark quay!
4. after dinner, i went to brotzeit (sp?), a german sausage place cum bar at vivo city. i met up with krysse and yet and someone else. they had strong beer, i had my chardonnay. and someone was tipsy. hehe! nevertheless, it was a great night. bow. =)
5. yet brought her magic sing so yes we finished singing at 3fuckingAM! i had my karaoke fix of la isla bonita, borderline, breakout, faith, again (by janet jackson) and total eclipse of the heart. we sang love songs, getting over songs, songs of hatred and all the songs we could dedicate to our men over ice cream and jack daniels! again, so much fun. (yes, your body is so tight! haha!)
my eyes are closing. i have to sleep. birthday entries for claire, brian san juan and brian barria coming up.....
it's 3 am and i am so effing bored. i got home three hours ago from brian's surprise birthday party. i was going to finish something but i just couldn't bring myself to take out those documents to be worked on from my bag. i have been reading blogs, googling, facebooking, friendstering, ym-ing old friends, and updating my mymonthlycycles.com period calendar. (yes, my boring life goes on virtually even when everyone in sg is sleeping.)
shit. i should be sleeping by now.
i was in multiply trying to delete my music list because some idiot reported my music playlist to multiply admin due to property rights and all that piracy shit i do not even care about. please. go to greenhills/dv soria and die.
and now the thing i really want to blog about. well, i was going to temporarily stop blogging because i am just too busy with work but this yahoo article is not helping....
why beautiful women marry less attractive men.
"Overall, wives and husbands behaved more positively when the woman was better looking.
The finding "seems very reasonable," said Dan Ariely, a professor of behavioral economics at MIT's Program in Media Arts and Sciences and Sloan School of Management. "Men are very sensitive to women's attractiveness. Women seem to be sensitive to men's height and salary," said Ariely, who was not involved in the recent study...."
haha! i don't know but i find this article a bit too funny. and true. well, i wouldn't say i am beautiful and that i'd actually marry a less attractive man but, um, i really don't know, i've never been a physical person but my friends are. they say my taste is consistent. what can i do? i'm easily impressed by smart and super intelligent men than those flirty shallow boy toys. okay, "easily impressed" is an understatement. shit, i fall for them! and a recent self-study shows that i have this tendency to like men who talk so sweet about their mothers (...and i wrote one long line here that i had to delete because i am so obvious, like giving myself away just like that. haha!) so anyway, so far, in my last two long-term relationships (long term being 1 year plus,) the ex-men were good looking. both failed. so yeah, the latest might fall into my 'consistent ang taste ni Rona' category.
now i remember, two weeks ago i was hanging out with this singapore idol judge until 2 am and she was so animatedly lovely! we were talking about love and in between the lines and wines, she said "you should marry a man who loves you more than you love him." and i totally agree. =)
1. tutuban is nothing....
...compared to bangkok! cha tu chak (sp?) is divisoria meets tutuban times 100! then there's this airconditioned mall in patunam that's like greenhills times 6 (cuz it has 6 floors) times 100 because it's just beyond!!!!! i was so deprived of shopping since i moved to sg so i shopped my heart out. i bought dresses, skirts and shorts: my (wardrobe) passport to officially become a singaporean, fashion-wise. haha! grabe, nothing beats bangkok when it comes to shopping! oue and i spent an entire day shopping, okay fine, ako half day lang cuz i had to do all these touristy stuff. pero si oue, ay grabe, beyond din! the boy woke up as early as 7 and left the hotel at 8 in the morning and started shopping! at hindi pa na kontento, nag last minute shopping pa ng sunday! we went to bkk with empty luggages na parang nilagyan ng mga damit ni santa claus pag balik namin ng sg! =)
tired and pissed off at the weekend market
2. the man of my dreams
i found the man i was going to marry. at a bar in bangkok. oue and i had to change tables to flirt right infront of him since the boy and i caught each other stealing glances from afar. in my lifetime he is, by far, the most handsome person i've ever seen. as we got closer to him, ay potah, hinimas-himas ang dede ng bading na waiter! wtf, he's gayer than george michael!!!!!! i saw him the next day at the grand palace. i stood beside him discreetly so karen could take a photo of me with him, ang conceited ng bakla, umalis kaagad!!!! 
thanks to my beautiful karen who can speak almost-perfect thai! =)
3. sa bangketa ng bangkok
the man i was going to marry totally ignored me, but i met someone else. this time naman sa streets sa bangkok! hahaha! i must say he is my kind of, dark, tall, scruffy, very manly. pero shit naman, NOT on the streets. he approached me and asked the address of my hotel. and this was not on a nice nice street ya, like ayala or tabi ng greenbelt man lang. this was on a street like cm recto. not to discriminate or anything but shit naman, give me a little respect, my clothes that day were nowhere near slutty noh! had you introduced yourself like, in a bar or resto, i could've given you my address. but on a second thought, i wouldn't cuz i was sharing a matrimonial bed with oue (so there was an unspoken rule to to bring men back to the hotel! haha!) although sayang, makakapunta na sana ako ng nigeria. me and my african dreams! hahaha! kidding!
4. wrong place
the minute i stepped out of our hotel to have dinner on our first night in bangkok, i knew the area where we stayed wasn't for me. if there were 300 tourists that night, 270 must be gay, 20 were confused, and the remaining 10 must be straight. i was so shocked that i had to stop and breath and try to recover from the culture shock! hehe! in all honesty though, the place was perfect for me, especially on that beautiful saturday night at the gay club: 400 men, only 7 women and free flowing alcohol. can you imagine??? of course you can't, you have to be there to experience the ultimate gay club feel in bangkok. my breasts were half exposed but i never felt scared of being harrassed because no one would touch me, no one even dared to look at me! and pakshit, i was alone at the club! kung sa makati pa yun, giveaway na siguro ako! hahaha! so yeah i was alone and i met this nice thai hair dresser who bought me alcohol the entire night! ang daming lalaki, Lord! pero bading lahat, kahit isa walang naging akin! haha! pero i don't care, i had fun dancing and drinking anyway. and the most important thing, i went out of the club tipsy AND untouched. 5. this trip would not have been a blast if it wasn't for oue!
oue, himself, deserves an entire different entry! haha! he is the ultimate backpacker! ang tiyaga nya sa lahat when it comes to traveling, well, except for his one and only huge mistake of taking a cab instead of mrt, napagastos na siya ng todo, na traffic pa sha sa city area, and it took him two days to get over it. =)
so my five great things.
1. someone brought me to malaysia to get a haircut today! haha! thank you, i had a blast!
2. i went out drinking and dancing last night at clark quay. carmelle, francis, and mylene, you guys saved my night. (especially francis, i owe you a bottle, not red though because i cannot believe you chicken shit you don't drink wine!)
Ok, so my girls left me here in singapore. Its so sad i have no instant coffee mate in the name of claire, no independent films partner karen, and i just cant wait till krysse comes back. Oue, on the other hand, is a different story. Until i get a new boyfriend, he is everything to me.
so yeah, i want my social life back, dinners, drinks, coffee, movies, out of town trips and everything else that has nothing to do with work. And of course i am willing to start dating again, with no hesitations. =)
and last night was a good start. I was off early, 8pm so i checked with my mega tomador friend, carmelle. I knew i found the right person that night. Haha! She was drinking at 5 emerald hill with a few friends i barely know. Desperate to go out and get a life, i still went. Dry martini, you saved me when i was drowing. Haha!
shit this is such an important part of my life and im mobile now, the screen is too small and the effing qwerty keypad is killing me. Im starting to hate this phone now.
ill finish this entry when i come back from malaysia.
later! =)
when the fighting is over
cuz our mouths have just run dry
as our feelings get colder
there is nothing to hold us now
gave all this time
just to be let down
can you explain to me
what has become of us
with words released
we can never take them back
for all that we're worth now
not even pleading can save us
i know you'll meet someone better
but would you still think of me
if she can't hold you like i did
would you run back to me?
yes i know this pain shall pass
gave all this time
still we couldn't last
how could we end this way
our promises thrown away
all the years we've built
broken up see it crashing down
i have to say though
alone in this crazy see of faces
it's still your face i wanna know
the fighting is over
can't save us now
the fighting is over now
