gone crazy!

soooooooooooooooooooo.....

i finally, FINALLY moved to our new house. and it sucked big time!!! the first night was horrible because 1. i was alone; 2. the room stinks; 3. someone is keep on breaking me; 4. i couldn't sleep without oue beside me; 5. claire's lamp isn't working so it was total darkness 7. there's no internet, and; 6. the house is sooo fucking ugly! it was a major depression overnight! i only slept for two hours and wasted the rest of the hours crying and questioning.

i don't have a fancy house in cdo but its nice and decent for me and my family of three. its comfortable and its something you can call HOME! this house now is just as bad as living under the bridge! two months. the owner asked us to stay at least two months for us to get our deposit back just in case we move out. JUST IN CASE MY FOOT! we are moving out again in august because YOUR HOUSE IS FUCKING TERRIBLE!

okay enough! i am getting a heart attack everytime i talk about this stupid house.

oh, last. and it takes me two trains, two buses, and seven, yes, SEVEN fucking escalator rides for me to get to my work place!!!!

*wooooooosaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh* times 1,000,000


one week before my birthday! i don't know what to feel this year. there's nothing going on cuz i think i want silence this time. the last several years i've spent my birthdays(drunkenly) at the beach with some friends. this year i will need some silence. and humility.

maybe i'll just dream that i'll be in manila or cdo or camiguin island with my family.

or maybe i'll just dream of me going to bali.

i don't know. maybe i'll just dream. =)