brrrr

it feels like i'm not in asia. it's so damn cold!!! and this is not even winter! i don't think i will ever survive in place where there's winter or anywhere that has a weather that requires you to wear thermal clothes, jacket, gloves, boots and the whole winter outfit she-bang. (although i'm really dreaming of experiencing at least one white christmas in my lifetime!) this cold weather now is fine for me, i have my jacket on and my hair is down, i think this weather is nice and sweet. =) i am even on my second glass of coke float! yay!

i cannot disconnect from the internet. i've been online since the minute i got up from my bed. i attempted to watch tv but the news says everyone is dying. i browsed karen's bookshelf to find a decent book to read but what the fuck i haven't even gone beyond page 11 of the zahir. i want to read a book but its a challenge. haha! think im going to watch a movie, before sunrise and before sunset. we have click but adam sandler's role reminds me of bom and he's starting to become exactly like him so its a bit depressing to watch. the devil wears prada reminds me of Her, so no thank you. i think i'll settle with the lovey-dovey chick flick, i think i can manage watching movies alone now, at home lang though, never in moviehouses.

so this whole day affair with my self is very interesting. this morning i didn't want to listen to any music but urban dub's keeping me company through the rest of the afternoon. i love this day! it's amazing how i can stop my world and let go of everything for a few hours. its 5pm already and i know i haven't done much today but i don't feel unproductive at all. i'm just resting, that's what i'm going to say. hmm, i wrote mother superior a very long letter and a couple of e-mails to friends i've lost in touch with. i have been reading blogs and looking at photos of my friends from all over. i have nothing else to say because i am thankful i have them.

times like these make me say that life is beautiful and easy. =)