hmmm

so valentine's day was yesterday. tell me what happened? did you guys go out on romantic dates? group dates? movie and dinner? all-girls night out? boys night out or did you guys go to strip clubs? maybe you decided to play it safe and hung out with your families?

o, girls, what did you get? roses? cards? chocolates? did you get to make out with your dates at the end of the night? anyhow, i hope you guys had a blast on valentines day.

valentine's used to be my favorite day of the year. used to be because it has been tainted already. every damn year i always hoped for something nice and romantic and sweet and amazing. few years ago i cried like mad cuz my ex gave me a plastic flower (and yes, the world has to know! haha!). two years ago i was out on a double date with panty shorts girl and watched rex navarete at SM megamall. last year i was on a plane with gxs friends, flying to sg. so yeah, everytime i put my hopes up on valentines day, i always get frustrated. this year, i just worked and enjoyed giving out coriander and thai basil leaves to our customers as 'boquets' which i put together (my boss' idea! isn't she clever?) this year, i decided to give valentines a break and let it be just any ordinary day, no reds and hearts all over. but fuck, i wore pink yesterday, the closest color i can get to red. i just didn't want to make it too obvious that deep inside i still like valentines. this year, valentine's day was so ordinary. but it was special. and the flower was beautiful. thank you. =)

sooooo, work's been very busy. this week alone, three magazines came down for photo shoot, interviews and food tasting. this is the part where i say i have the best job in the world, cuz everytime a magazine comes down for food and drinks tasting, i'm there too. hahaha! and i get to talk to editors and senior writers! i am having so much fun it feels like i'm not working at all. well, physically, i am so tired because i work at least 12 hours a day. hmmm, i'm actually a bit relieved now cuz someone's finally taking over of our indian restuarant and the bar that'll open in the next month! i'm still excited of the two other concepts though. and guess who's going to kl. =)

i have a boring social life now. all work and a lot of gossip when i get home at 2 in the morning brought by my domestic partner, oue. hay, i miss my normal life with my girls. especially claire, who is going back home for good in two weeks. i am still in denial, i still don't know how it's going to be without her. this is like a break-up you know. hahah!

okay, got to work now. brb.

wait, one song. to whom it may concern:

Bubbly (Colbie Caillat)

I've been awake for a while now
You've got me feelin' like a child now
Cause everytime I see your bubbly face
I get the tingles in a silly place

It starts in my toes
And I crinkle my nose
Where ever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Where ever you go

The rain is fallin' on my window pane
But we are hidin' in a safer place
Under cover stayin safe and warm
You give me feelins that I adore

They start in my toes
Make me crinkle my nose
Where ever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Where ever you go

What am I gonna say
When you make me feel this way
I just-mmm..

It starts in my toes
Make me crinkle my nose
Where ever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Where ever you go

I've been asleep for a while now
You tuck me in just like a child now
Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth

It starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feelin shows
Cause you make me smile baby
Just take your time now
Holdin' me ti-i-ight

Where ever, Where ever, Where ever you go
Where ever, Where ever, Where ever you go

That you make me smile
Even just for a whi-i-le.